yesterday evening I went for a treadmill walking routine in the gym, I practice counting my footsteps while I march forward, that kind of boosted my energy into thinking that all unwanted thoughts that circle around my head are channeled into counting.

Whe I was in CTS I was clueless where to head next, it was the influence of vivekanda that had an impact on what I chase. Rather than being influenced by god, I took a person in charge. That was a lesson learnt and I picked up few clues.

Last night, while I was relaxing after few drops of cbd, I realised some of the things I planned to do. I found out that there are three people trying to assign me work which they get. Looks to me that they are getting recognised for the work that I do, which does not look good. A student cannot have more than one teacher, There is one animal that is king of the animal kingdom and there is one king for the human kingdom which is jesus.

I wrote down some of my findings and observation that had in the office in my notebook, today during the call I brought up few points about incorrectness that has been happening, while I usually move on with what I say, I was appreciated by someone for using the right choice of words , assertiveness and he liked it. I thanked him and mentioned that he was a boost to give me the words.

The lesson learnt is not to get carried away by the appreciation that comes to you rather, focus on what is necessary to be told.

I brought up the point that API evaluation is point less and deviating from what it was meant to do. They brought up this task that in the load testing we were making calls that hit the DB, then why not re do the load testing and findout the bottlenecks rather than opening up tasks for individuals. Why not think like an engineer rather than trying to document stuffs on confluence.