being in an IT employee, fuckers blasted my grey matter with stupidity, or may be I was looking at the computer too long. There is a quote “when you look at an abyss, you become abyss”

Did I look at a computer too long that I became a ccomputer, also there is a part of human in me, and only way to shed whatever I learnt is create that piece of junk outside me?

No dont call it a junk, show it love. give it your heart, its part of you, treat it with kindess, together, we can face the world. together we win.

this scene today I saw a tree and another tree which were touching each other by their roots, and a caption on top called together.

Idea of writing this

I was watching a scene of spderman meme, where one spider man asks another spider man, how he got or how he does or shoots web out of his wrist..

they used the same scene to communicate “when my friends asks me why I always make bad joke at worst time possible.

And he answers, I wish I could tell you, but its like I dont do it, like I dont lie I dont do breathing, like breathing just happens.

the above dialog, it felt like it happened to me, and I had a memory backflash that I couldnt do things I wanted to do, out of regret I hated everything and chased diety. my wish was granted, I felt the magic power, I figured out a divine way to create the things I wanted to create without giving excuses, it was out of my heart.

Everything I wanted to create, started coming up in youtube, pinterest, in the same way I would like it to be, does this mean, it workd?

it did work bastar

Back to the topic

I was writing this because, the previosu paragraph, I was writing down on the notebook after watching a youtube video. while it was ncie to write the exact same memmory, I also had a flash that what I was doing is taking things from the computer, and another way to do is to reflect my world on the computer.

In the previous paragraph, while I was writing down things, I found that all words connect back to “we see things as we are” out of all the scenarios that were running in my mind, it landed there.

then I relcalled , “in the beginning there was god and nothing but the god”

So use words to recreate the mirror world inside the computer.