fucking assholes man, they are all fucking assholes, A voice from my lips, mind and deep from my heart. Feels good to honour everyone who fucks me up and down assholes. If an asshole is fucking me up, then I’m a dick. Turns out being a dick is better than being lazy and crying like a wheenie meenie why I dont wanna cry no more.

Starts noFap day one. This time, on the fucking internet and public. Jack off assholes from those tits, and I realised that I have been brain injured due to childhood stress.

I have been using the dopamine during the college and schooldays to fire up my brain to reward myself. Later on, I had no body energy to beat that pipe out, after 29 from beating up hard, it became a self love. This releases oxytocin for the next day rejuvenation. But if you do by watching porn or any screen or fucking up imagination in the head, you will struggle hard.

Today I got fucked up by my manager and his manager. Those assholes kept an eye on my github commits to count how many contribution I made.

I have contributed in terms of non-code, how are you going to measure it ?

I have no clue how the team works man. There are close to 20 people in the team, and the scrum lasts for one and half hour. fuckuped fuke me up.

I need to try something. what happens when you do a try catch on top level on async await call? or perhaps a simple POC to proove that a todo app written in react js can be translated using graph manipulation into a configuration based? or perhaps integrate the same with the black mass concept to build a pipeline? or a post on UI developer develops UI for design and backend developers to do his job?

yeah, thats right, being obedient as it says in the bible doesnt work for assholes. Tried that and got fucked up real nice and tight.

But, if you know the truth, be bold to speak the truth.