Fucking fuckinglomaniacsinster’sweeping pillow and a mellow of jesus.

On sunday night, I took cold beer, one quarter brandy 🥃 and walked out in cold at the night. I returned home, slept in the room, turned on AC and I had a good sleep, also I wanked that night.

Its been two days since noFap. I’m on leave from my job for a week because I caught fever and body ache. I lost interest to work in the office I was hired at. They mentioned that only if I contribute to the feature requests / bug fixes, I’ll be able to move on.

Irrespective, last night, I got sudden wake up and urges to wank off, fortunately I didnt.

MY writing on a public website will help me not loose track of what I did last time in order to survive. I have been given second chance, this time, I’m with the god.

I took fifth paraceptamol, and first anti biotics to day.

Changing thoughts

From negative, to positive, I started feeling hope, that I’m towards my goal. I have a concept built that can generate design into an interactive user interface, came across a tool called excalidraw which I can sell as a developer tool or an business enquiry group.

I reached out to an startup incubation firm in chennai, they asked me to share them a website about the product, and the business plan.

I have the business plan ready. Replace human based engineering team with self written artificially intelligent computer visual interface that can oversee human’s work, help them to collaborate in real time.